I help my son Mark with his homework
in English Language Arts
For months he’s been reading
a novel in verse about a girl
who flees Vietnam
to America
We are asked
if she felt welcome
I know the answer and
feel so ashamed
“Give me your tired,
your poor,
your huddled masses”
We did not live up
to our promise
I cry inside but I stop it below my throat
because I can’t explain to Mark why
I want to believe there is something
or someone
that will always embrace me
take away my sorrows
my brokenness
This is too much to ask of a country
with its government of men
institutions
codes and tribunals
The meek shall inherit the earth
they say in the Bible
I used to think this meant
the meek will conquer the strong
But now I know it means
I cannot be embraced
when I am brazen
It’s when I’m huddled and poor
that I am fingertips away
from the immensity